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May. 25th, 2017 10:01 pmIt has been most of a month now since Jack came to Gondor's shores, a good two weeks since Faramir returned to Ithilien. Éowyn has meant, every day, to tell him the truth; every day, she has shied away from it. It isn't out of fear for her own sake, or Jack's, but when she comes to speak to Faramir, sees the familiar lines of his face and the gentle look in his eyes, she can't bring herself to hurt him that way. She keeps telling herself the time will come, must come, that she isn't avoiding it but only waiting. Deep down, though, she knows full well there's never going to be a right time, that she'll never tell him if things go on this way, and perhaps Jack was right, perhaps that's for the best. She's kept away from Jack for the most part, giving his care over to one of the serving-men of the household, and she's certainly never repeated the mistake of that first morning back in Ithilien. Faramir knows something is wrong, she can tell that much, but perhaps if she just lets it lie, tries to get back to normal...
It would be easier if everything else went back to normal around her. But it doesn't. It takes her a few days to be sure, to count off the days and know she isn't just being paranoid, that she really ought to have bled by now. She keeps hoping for a day or so after that, but when she comes back from her afternoon ride, strips down to change into a dress, and finds her underthings still clean, hope shrivels to despair.
Faramir is out, luckily. Éowyn dresses as quickly as she can, and tries to steady herself, to wipe away the tears that haven't quite spilled over, before taking a deep breath and heading out into the hallway. Jack's guard is outside his room, and looks at her with clear concern, but when she dismisses him, he goes without argument.
She locks the door behind her, not lingering in the doorway this time but crossing right over to Jack and grabbing his arm. The tears are threatening again, and there's a light in her eyes that isn't remotely one of happiness. "Jack. Listen to me."
It would be easier if everything else went back to normal around her. But it doesn't. It takes her a few days to be sure, to count off the days and know she isn't just being paranoid, that she really ought to have bled by now. She keeps hoping for a day or so after that, but when she comes back from her afternoon ride, strips down to change into a dress, and finds her underthings still clean, hope shrivels to despair.
Faramir is out, luckily. Éowyn dresses as quickly as she can, and tries to steady herself, to wipe away the tears that haven't quite spilled over, before taking a deep breath and heading out into the hallway. Jack's guard is outside his room, and looks at her with clear concern, but when she dismisses him, he goes without argument.
She locks the door behind her, not lingering in the doorway this time but crossing right over to Jack and grabbing his arm. The tears are threatening again, and there's a light in her eyes that isn't remotely one of happiness. "Jack. Listen to me."
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Date: 2017-06-27 07:24 pm (UTC)He obliges, with only a slight hesitation of his own. Dropping his hand back into his lap, he clears his throat and focuses his attention on Jack. His voice is still clipped and correct, but a closer look would reveal the deepening colour on his own cheeks.
"You give her something I do not." He presses his lips together, looks away. The effort it's taking him to remain this calm is, for a moment, very clear. "I know not what that is, if 'tis only warmth when I am not here to offer it, or... or more. But you meet in her something I cannot." His hands, slender and calloused, clench into fists for a moment, and he bites his lip hard, looking for a moment less lordly and more lost. Then he lets out a long breath, looking this time not at Jack but at Éowyn, though he still seems to be addressing the pirate. "I have loved her since I laid eyes on her for her freedom, for her strength. Since I first saw her, I have wanted to ease her sorrow and her grief, to bring her out of the Shadow. I will not be that shadow myself."
Another deep breath. Tears glitter in his eyes. In Éowyn's, too, as she crosses the space between them, holding Faramir's hand tightly between her own, guilt and grief and love on her face.
"You need not," she whispers, and that clearly is to him, Jack forgotten for the moment. "You need not, love."
"I will not be that shadow," he repeats, in the same low, private tone. "That cage. I will not."
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Date: 2017-06-28 10:48 am (UTC)He isn't sure how to react and can't, for the moment, meet either of their eyes. Instead, Jack finds himself surprised by how glad hearing it makes him. He'd been ready for that imagined talk from Faramir, primed to write her off as another lay and move on. It's how the cards were laid when it came to things like this, sometimes. And Jack has had square with that truth more than once in his life.
However. He hadn't said it aloud in his conversation with her, but Jack hadn't quite wanted to leave it at that. The two of them had a history, a friendship, an intimacy that's hard to for him to brush off so handily. And for Faramir to give what sounded like permission to continue?
His gaze lingers on Faramir, studying his expression, then Jack glances to Eowyn. "You are sure? Both o' you?"
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Date: 2017-06-28 09:17 pm (UTC)"I am sure of nothing," she says, quietly. Her voice is thick, her eyes glittering. She takes a deep breath, swallows, and speaks a little more steadily. "We have made our choices, Jack. This one is not mine, and I will not... 'Tis as ill to leap too readily to a gift as to rebuff it."
"A choice is no gift," Faramir reproves her, and shakes his head, wiping his eyes before he looks up at Jack. "As to sure... I know only that, in this moment, I see no better path. But if we are to travel this road, it must be with sense and reason. We must be circumspect, and not only for your position, but for ours. I said before, and I spoke truly, that I would take her child as mine - but it cannot be so again, and nor can there be too loud a question of whose child it is. I am the last of a long line, and ill would I leave it so, in anyone's mind. Mine included."
He takes another deep breath, setting his jaw. This has to be practical and considered. He cannot let grief and doubt and anger cloud him now.
"Éowyn, if you go to him, you must tell me. Jack, you will not speak to her too familiarly beyond these walls, nor of her. And..." Despite his best efforts, he falters, flushing crimson. "...And if, when, you... end, let it be outside of her, if you can."
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Date: 2017-06-29 09:01 am (UTC)The two remind him quite a bit of Elizabeth and Will, in a way. He's not often seen that, particularly with the crew that Jack usually worked with; such devoted love didn't always fare well when one party sailed away every other day and brothels littered the ports like weeds. Most were looking for a quick lay anyways, not something that lasted past the night.
Once Faramir addresses him, Jack straightens. "Aye. That's the sensible way to go about it. Far as the rest here will be concerned, she's a stranger to me." He can see Faramir reddening at the last bit, and so smoothly continues, reassuring, "I've no intention of ... " He waves his hand, " ... takin' my chances at fatherhood again. You've me word on that." He's still ill at ease with the idea that she's carrying his child now, even if Faramir has pledged to raise it. And so he's not eager to gamble that a second time.
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Date: 2017-07-03 06:36 pm (UTC)Faramir, for his part, does not look at her. Inclining his head a little, he lets go of her hand and pushes himself to his feet. His back is straight, his shoulders back, his pose almost painfully dignified. "Then I ask no more," he says, quietly, and breathes in slowly. "I must think. Alone. Éowyn, if you will stay, stay." His tone is cool enough, but he pauses on the way out to brush a kiss to her cheek, tears stinging his eyes again.
When he is gone, she all but collapses into the seat he vacated, her head in her hands. "This is insanity," she says, not to Jack in particular but rather to the world at large.
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Date: 2017-07-04 07:36 am (UTC)Then his gaze shifts to Eowyn, slumped in the chair with her head in her hands, her expression shielded from view.
"Could be." He finally moves to sink into the chair nearest to her, sprawled onto it with an elbow propped on the chair's arm. "Wasn't at all how I expected that to turn out." He grazes a finger against the line of his jaw, then eventually gives her a sidelong glance. "Are you all right?"
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Date: 2017-07-04 02:41 pm (UTC)Sighing, she rakes both hands back through her hair, pushing it out of her face, and then wipes her eyes. There's no sense, she tells herself, in wishing for wrath. She doesn't want Faramir to be angry with her, after all. She loves him. But because she loves him, this frightens her - his acceptance of her betrayal, his forgiveness of her, when she fears he will not forgive himself. He has taken on the burden of what she and Jack have done, and taken it calmly and without fighting, and it unnerves her to think what that says of him. Or of her, that she let him.
She sighs again, biting her lip. "I do not think he means to make it harder," she says after a moment, slowly, "but I do not think I can come to you again, either. I owe him better than to have him feel replaced, to lock him out of that part of my life which most should be shared with husband and wife. Yet what choice is there, if we go on? He can hardly be a part of it." It's wistful, and there's something questioning in it, too, as if she's feeling out her position without knowing she's doing it: Can he?
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Date: 2017-07-05 09:15 am (UTC)Jack doesn't seem much surprised by what she says next, nodding. "If that's what you'd like to do, luv." He'd had a feeling she'd react that way, was ready to accept that as a possibility as well. But still, Jack pauses and studies her face for a few moments, mulling over his next words. "With that said, if you chose otherwise and we were to continue on," his hand moves with a small gesture, "He wouldn't have to be locked out of it, eh?"
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Date: 2017-07-06 05:02 pm (UTC)It's just that, to the best of her knowledge, sex is typically between two people. Typically a man and a woman, although if nothing else, her time in Panem has shown her that isn't a given.
"Have you done such a thing before?" she asks, picking at a loose thread on the hem of her bodice.
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Date: 2017-07-07 07:27 am (UTC)" -- Anyhow, aye. With women, more times than with men involved. But I've done it." His preferences have always leaned heavily towards women in that regard, but that doesn't mean Jack hasn't indulged in his curiosity once in awhile -- especially when drunk and visiting brothels with a crewmate after a long voyage.
"There's plenty o' ways for him to be a part, so to speak. Certain positions. Depends on how creative you'd like to be."
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Date: 2017-07-07 11:21 pm (UTC)Is it right? Is it right to push Faramir further into this mess she's created? To draw all of them deeper? She has a sense that the right, noble thing to do would be to pull away, as she said just a moment ago, to appreciate Faramir's generosity in the matter and let it be an end to things. She should take control of herself, of her wants and desires, and not touch Jack, but focus on her marriage. On her duty.
But she isn't sure she can. She thinks, perhaps, this might not be honourable, but it is more so than taking Faramir's gift of forgiveness without a second thought for him.
"I shall bring him here," she decides aloud. "If he wishes it. Tonight."
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Date: 2017-07-08 09:24 am (UTC)When she finally does answer, a small smile tugs at the corner of his mouth. "All right. Tonight, then. If he wishes."
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Date: 2017-07-08 10:59 pm (UTC)"This is my doing," she says, quietly. "It was I who brought you here, I who began our dalliance, I whose carelessness brought us to this pass. And I would have you know... I am sorry. Whatever should come of it. You are dear to me, after all that we have seen and done, and I risked bringing much down on you." Now she does stand, crossing the space between them and kissing him - not passionately on the mouth, but chastely on the cheek, a kiss between friends rather than lovers. "I am sorry for it. But I... I can no longer be sorry you are here."
She looks, for a moment, as though she might say more. Then she straightens up abruptly, tucking her hair back into place, and clears her throat. "Tonight," she says again, smoothing her skirts and turning away. "After sunset. If we come not then, do not watch for my return to your bed - I fear I shall come not at all."
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Date: 2017-07-09 04:36 am (UTC)He hesitates, looking like he may leave his answer at that, then adds, "An' ... I am sorry, as well," he waves a hand, as if it'll help the rest of the words come out, "For me part in it. An' the way it's turned out." Even if Jack doesn't really regret laying with her -- in Panem and here -- while being aware that she's married, seeing the pain it's caused her in the meanwhile has caused him to feel some guilt. And getting her with child hasn't made him feel much better about it.
"Nevertheless, I am glad to be here." She's the only other person that understands what they've been through. And if nothing else, no matter how this shakes out, Jack is thankful for that. He settles back fully into his chair, looking to her, and a smile makes its way back onto his face. "Understood, darlin'. I'll be here."
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Date: 2017-07-09 03:28 pm (UTC)She shakes off the thought, clearing her throat. "I will have them bring stronger wine. After all of this, I doubt not you shall want it."
And then she's gone, sweeping out into the corridor, the door locking behind her. True to her word, when his dinner is brought to him a half-hour or so later, it comes with a largish flagon of some dark liquid nearer to brandy than wine. After that, he is left alone. Around sunset, the door does open again, but it is only the serving-woman again, come to clear up his dinner things and light the fire.
It's another hour at least, full darkness now settling over the woods outside, before Éowyn comes to him, leading Faramir by the hand. The guard at the door is dismissed wordlessly, and this time when the door is locked, it is from the inside, Éowyn setting the key down nearby. The message is clear, she hopes: this is not a visit of jailers to their charge, but one of equals, if only for a time.
For a moment, both of them hesitate, as if uncertain how to proceed. Again, it is Éowyn who takes the lead, greeting Jack with a nod and guiding her husband to sit at the end of the bed. She leans in, pressing a long, deep kiss to his mouth, trying not to be embarrassed that they are not alone, and is relieved to find that he kisses back with barely any hesitation, even if his gaze flicks to Jack when she pulls away, his cheeks darkening.
"I put my trust in you," she tells Jack, turning to him. She is simply dressed, her long hair loose around her shoulders, and she looks nervous, but there's that familiar determination in the set of her jaw. "You know better than us what is to be done. So. Guide us."
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Date: 2017-07-10 09:57 am (UTC)His gaze slips up to them as the door is shut, watching as she sets the key aside then leads Faramir over to the bed. He'd been uncertain as to whether or not she'd actually come tonight; even if Eowyn had shown interest in the idea, Faramir might've not been as keen on it. He's pleased, then, to see that they're here.
Once she addresses him, Jack kicks his feet off from the table he's seated at, sliding to stand with a glass of the brandy in hand and a smile curling at his mouth. "O' course." It's not hard to sense the nervousness in the air between them, but that's to be expected. He moves to where Faramir is at first, pressing the glass into the man's hand. "Helps soothe the nerves, if you find need of it."
Then Jack smoothly maneuvers to Eowyn, palms coming to rest onto her hips so that he can steer her to face Faramir. Once that's done, his hand rises to gather her hair and pull it over one shoulder, and his lips press warm to the exposed curve of her neck. Jack lifts his head a little, then, leaning to murmur into her ear, "Undress him."
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Date: 2017-07-10 10:53 pm (UTC)Faramir sets his glass aside without drinking, and his hand traces the side of her neck where Jack kissed. He answers in the same tongue, eyes meeting hers, his tone firmer than hers. But he smiles as he says it, so it probably isn't anything too bad. As Éowyn starts to unlace his jerkin and then his shirt, slow and unhurried, Faramir turns his attention to the pirate. For a moment, he just regards Jack, with something between suspicion and concern and thoughtfulness, and then he beckons him closer.
"You would not have me be the only one so bared?" There's a hint of something like humour in his tone, albeit taut and dry.
He helps Éowyn by pulling his shirt off over his head, looking back down at her as she leans in, hands resting on his lithe brown chest, to kiss the scar at the base of his ribs. There's an air of ritual to it, of familiarity. Faramir smiles, touching her shoulder, and looks back up at Jack with one eyebrow raised.
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Date: 2017-07-11 09:24 am (UTC)His fingers come to ghost over Faramir's bicep, and he's briefly reminded how much rougher a man's skin is to a woman's softer touch. Then that same hand trails a path downward, to touch across Faramir's forearm and gently draw the other man's hand to the buttons on Jack's breeches. He shifts to lean back just a little, angling his hips to give easier access.
"If you kindly would." He's taking a slower approach for time being, gauging Faramir's mood and response in the meanwhile. He'd gotten the sense that this may be quite new territory for him, and didn't want to overwhelm him too quickly -- particularly after the looks Faramir had just given him.
Then his gaze shifts to Eowyn, and once she's undone Faramir's trousers, Jack indicates with a gesture for her to join them.
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Date: 2017-07-12 11:02 pm (UTC)Éowyn rises from her knees in front of him, folding his trousers over one arm to set them aside, and ghosts her hand against his thigh, and Faramir does his best to focus on this moment, this act. Clearing his throat, he unfastens the last button and helps Jack off with his breeches, mimicking Éowyn in folding them neatly before he puts them aside.
For her part, Éowyn smooths her skirt and sits down on Faramir's other side, determined to make him the centre of things. Her free hand rests on his leg, fingertips tracing lightly over the lighter skin of his inner thigh. As she reaches up to unfasten her own dress, though, it's Jack she looks to for guidance in the next step.
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Date: 2017-07-13 09:28 am (UTC)Jack shifts his weight on the bed, aiding him in sliding off his breeches. It's intriguing, the way the two both neatly fold and set aside the clothing; he's always been more used to stripping clothes off and heedlessly casting it all aside to get down to business.
He catches the look that Eowyn gives him, the flutter of her hand to her dress, and answers it with a low, heavy voice, "Take it off. Then I want you to kiss him." The hope is to keep Faramir's focus on Eowyn for the moment, perhaps even loosen him up a little -- particularly as Jack leans a tad closer to him and palms a hand onto the hard, muscled plane of his thigh.
"If you'd rather all the attention come from your lovely wife, we can have it done that way. I can busy meself in other ways. If not ... " His hand massages on his thigh, drifting gradually upward.
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Date: 2017-07-15 10:29 pm (UTC)For his part, Faramir considers what Jack says, gravely and seriously. His eyes flick from Jack's hand on his thigh, up to Éowyn's face. This is further out of his comfort zone than it is for either Jack or Éowyn - truth be told, he is not a man much driven by desire, and until tonight, Éowyn has been the only person he has ever lain with. Nor is he much prone to impulsiveness or wildness, though he is no coward.
At last, he clears his throat, and shakes his head. Éowyn sits back down beside him, but doesn't kiss him - not just yet, not when she can see he has something to say.
"I am not, I think, a man prone to such pleasures," he says at length, and frowns. "Not for my own sake, at any rate. Yet I would know what draws Éowyn to you, and I will not turn from her suggestion." He clears his throat, his hand shifting deliberately to echo Jack's, resting on the pirate's thigh. "If we are to do this, let us do it to the full. Do what you will, with me as with her."
Éowyn makes a little sound that might be a laugh, and leans over to kiss Faramir long and deep. It isn't that she's amused by what he's saying, so much as that she's amused (and touched) by how characteristically him it is to speak that way, at a time like this.
As she kisses him, she reaches up to guide his free hand onto her breast, holding it there as she pulls away, slow and lingering, her eyes holding his. Then she kisses him again, brief and almost chaste, before beckoning Jack to lean in so she can kiss him too.
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Date: 2017-07-18 05:53 am (UTC)He's pleasantly surprised by Faramir's assent; he'd sensed the man's hesitance and had anticipated him wanting to limit his involvement because of it. And while the pirate didn't want to push him beyond what he's comfortable with, he's also quite keen on fully including Faramir in this.
Jack leans in to meet Eowyn's kiss, lips pressing to hers, mouth parting slightly. His free hand caresses against her neck as well, fingers burying into her hair and greedily drawing her into him. His other hand strays further up on Faramir's thigh at the same time, the touch light and warm. Then Jack slides his palm over, fingers finally coming to gently rub over Faramir's cock.
He momentarily breaks the kiss with Eowyn, breath hitched in his throat. Anticipation, mixed with a heady dose of desire, already has his blood running hot and heart thrumming in his chest. He angles his head towards Faramir, voice thicker this time. "Now put your hand on me," His own hand continues to stroke at a slow pace over Faramir's cock, "Like this."
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Date: 2017-07-19 12:31 am (UTC)His own cock, in any case, stirs under Jack's hand, both from Eowyn's kiss and from the contact. Eowyn's warm body crosses between the two men, her belly pressing lightly against the top of Jack's hand, one hand supporting her between them. She licks her lips as Jack pulls away from the kiss, and looks back at Faramir. His hand shifts on her breast, teasing gently at the nipple, and it draws a moan out of her - one which she plays up just a little, for both men's sake.
Leaning in again, she kisses Jack again, but more briefly and less deeply, wary of spending more time, more contact, with him than her husband. To her mind, if ever there was a time to be conscious of his pleasure and his want, it is this time and this coupling. That's why she's the one to pull away from the kiss this time, to turn her attention back to Faramir, kissing down the side of his neck even as her hand comes down to rest on Jack's thigh, massaging beside Faramir's.
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Date: 2017-07-19 08:37 am (UTC)In the meanwhile, Eowyn's moan, coupled with her kiss and the stroke of Faramir's hand, is eliciting its own reaction in him. He can feel the building warmth in his belly pooling downward to his groin, the muscles in his thigh twitching under Eowyn's hand, cock growing harder in Faramir's palm. A groan fights its way to his lips, coming out low and muffled. It's been awhile since Jack has lain with two people at once, and he's quickly remembering why it's one of his favorite things to do.
As Eowyn pulls away to give attention to Faramir, the pirate slides his free hand to cup her breast. His palm kneads against soft skin, then he lightly grazes his fingertips over and around her nipple.
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Date: 2017-07-19 07:23 pm (UTC)She raises her head a little, nips at Faramir's earlobe, shifting until she's straddling his lap, her legs spread wide so she doesn't push Faramir's together, doesn't interrupt Jack's work. The air is cool on her wet cunt, raising gooseflesh briefly along the tops of her arms.
"'Tis sweeter than being touched," she comments aloud, with a smile, "to see thee touched so." She's talking to Faramir, but her eyes do flick over to Jack as well, dark and heavy-lidded. There's a huskiness to her voice that she makes no effort to disguise.
Perhaps it's that which pulls a shaky sigh from Faramir, or perhaps it's some movement of Jack's hand on the sensitive skin of his growing erection. Either way, he does sigh, his narrow hips bucking slightly against Jack's hand, his own hand hesitantly wrapping around the pirate's length. He lets go of Éowyn's breast to tangle his hand in her hair instead, pulling her in for another long, hungry kiss as his other hand starts to move almost experimentally, thumb running over the curve and the tip, back down over hot skin.
"He does feel different," he comments quietly, pulling back a way, eyebrows raised. Different to himself, he means, of course. "Is it..."
"Shh," Éowyn tells him, shaking her head, and leans in to kiss him again. Her hand comes up from Jack's thigh, feeling blindly over Faramir's fingers, and trails up over the pirate's belly, onto his chest, then up to fist in his hair. "Shh, love. Now is not the time for such questions."
Again, she glances at Jack, as if for guidance.
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